我是一个一直都很爱往回头望的人。 夜阑人静的时候,我就会想起从前......

Friday 30 March 2007

美丽的北欧!----beautiful northern europe

一直以来都很想要到挪威和芬兰去看看,因为,觉得那里一定很漂亮很漂亮!那时,多希望能在那里过个美丽的、白茫茫一片的冬天。但是,都没有办到!还好,有一个朋友(在诺丁汉认识的一个四年级药剂系学长)越我们一块儿到丹麦(哥本哈根)和瑞典(斯托克翰摩和毛尔姆))去,终于,我们才有机会踏上斯堪德那维亚(不是很了解欧洲地理的人可以翻翻地图)。
今天,五晚的旅程回来了!
这一趟旅程应该用什么来形容呢?
1)不可思议:从没想想过自己能到这两个国度。
2)美!在海边的城市真得很美!
3)贵!生活指数超高!比英国还高!
4)累!不到一个星期要走完这些城市真不容易!
5)友善,这里的人英文很好,很友善,很亲切,很有礼貌!
6)不舍,因为太美了!

I always wish to go to finland and norway becase i know there are a lot of nice places with very nice scenery in these fabulous countries, especially winter. however, i can't make it. Anyway, there is a friend (a 4th yr pharmacy senior) inviting us to join the trip to sweden (stockholm and malmo) and denmark (copenhagen). It gives me the chance to go to scandivian countries (please refer to world map). This trip is:
1) incredible, i have thought of i will be to these 2 countries
2) beautiful! the city nextto the sea is really amazing
3) expensive, the livig cost there is serioly costly, even hgher than the UK
4) tiring, visiting these places for less than a week is seriously packed.
5) friendly, people there speak english well and a very helpful to the tourists and they are very very polite.
6) i miss it so much, one day i will be there again!

第一天......
凌晨12点,搭巴士到伦敦去......
早上八点飞机......
到了斯托克翰摩大概是12点(调整了时差后),找找旅客询问中心去得到些资料,就去民宿去报到。那民宿很美很美很美!
自己煮了晚餐(意面)吃后,就去走走。走走之后就去鼎鼎有名的icebar(在一所叫nordic sea hotel里头用冰做成的小型酒吧!)实际上,在瑞典北部,每年冬天真得都会建有冰吧,夏天就会融掉,我们去的只是为旅客在首都设计的一间。

first day....
12am, we took bus to lonon stansted airport.
the flight departed at 8.00
reaching stockholm at 12.00 (after changing the time). went to tourist information centre to et sme information.
went to the hostel, which is seriously very impressive!
after dinner, we walked around and went to ice bar (built by ice in nordic sea hotel).

第二天
早上到处走走,去了两间博物馆。继续走啊走啊走!
嗯,到了傍晚六点就去搭邮轮,这是去芬兰一个偏远小岛(玛丽汉姆)的邮轮,可以让我们欣赏沿途美景。那晚还在船上吃了全程最豪华的斯堪德那维亚式海鲜自由餐!

2nd day
walked around. we went to 2 museums.
at 6pm, we boarded a cruise that brought us to marieham (a small island of finland). The scenery on the way is great. in the cruise, we have had our most luxurious dinne, scandivian seafood buffet.

第三天
早上,到达目的地,只有两个小时走走,就有上回船回去。这是个很美的小岛,很宁静的!
回到去,有时走来走去,看美美的城市、城堡。
晃到晚上,就去火车站搭火车到哥本哈根。(那是有床的火车)

3rd day
we reached marieham in te morning, and we had only 2 hours to walk aournd this small island which is very tranquil.
after, we went bck to stockholm and walked around to go to nobel museum.
at night, after dinner, we started our train journey to gt to copenhagen.

第四天
到了哥本哈根,也是用美一个字来形容!
用了一个多小时去找本来定好的民宿(这间有一点让人失望)。过后就去整个城市走!走了一整天。看雕像、博物馆。哥本哈根推行的脚车计划很成功(环保),我们看到的脚车不会比中国少。穿得西装笔挺的帅哥也踏脚车去上班,穿这优雅长裙的美女也是这样,爸爸妈妈也是在脚车前安置小箱子放着孩子来载孩子的!

4th day
copenhagen is beautiful too.
we used one hour to find the hostel that we have booked. (this oneis a bit disappointing). after, we walked around the city for the whole day. here, there are a lot people cycling. the guys and girls wearing very formal also cycle to the working offices. the parents also justput a box (a metallic one lah) to fetch their kids)

第五天
去了卡尔斯贝啤酒厂参观,就去买丹麦特色的传统制作的糖果。还有,丹麦的丹麦是烘制品(dannish pastry)真的很好吃!午餐后就再搭三十分钟的火车回到毛尔姆。晚上四周围走走。

5th day
we went to carlberg brewery. then we bought some traditional candy from the city. and you must remember that, you must have ried dnnish pastry if you go to denmark, it is a must!! after lunch, we took a 30-minute train to go back to malmo. at night we walked aournd.

第六天
一早去飞机场搭飞机......不舍,太美丽了!

6th day
we took off in the morning......goodbye,.....

Thursday 8 March 2007

那年......that year......

那年我十三岁......
懵懂的我,渐渐为生命填颜色
刚进新学校,就有绯闻了(平萍无奇)......好笑!
那是自己真得很懵懂,有另一个常常等我到五点多放学的人......
我却还是很懵懂......
天真的日记本,有三个人满满的回忆
很多事发生
跟原本最好的朋友吵架......那时我们还有组过开心四人组(崩牙妹、猪脚醋、杰逊......)
还记得适耕庄之旅!
很多很多还有很多......

那年我十四岁
还是继续懵懂,不知别人对我的好
还让一个朋友一直以为我在占人家便宜......我那时真得不懂,不是有意去占人家的便宜的
我笨笨的
还有一个也是有一点笨笨(不是真的笨,只是有时候需要多买些理解文看看)转校来陪我一起笨
还有一个上一年转到我的班来的......
还有很多
六个人的组合,在草芦(紫薇、chocolate mousse、新月.......)

那年我十五岁,穿上蓝色制服
还是笨笨的
忙忙忙,盲盲盲......
都不知周遭发生的一切......
错过了初中毕业旅行

那年我十六岁
开始分道扬镳,也认识一班新朋友
为了我的第二个家而忙
时常在那个应该有很多乐音,确事实上有很多噪音的地方忙
生日那天,满满的礼物......满满的感动
但是,为了那个第二个家和蓝色制服,好累啊!

那年我十七岁,从新穿上白色制服
他生日的那一天,哭了
罗老师还来跟我讲了些话......让我有些恼
摩擦,让大家有一点陌生
似擦肩而过的路人
喜欢上一个人,却不曾告诉过她
做朋友还是比较好吧!反正知道他爱的一定不会是我
那一年,才发现有一个朋友住得很近我家......

那年我十八岁了,
要为未来憧憬的同时
发现,自己......
我开始在高三理一活跃
真挚......唯一的形容词
很开心、很愉快、很享受!
半年内,多了很多很多很多很多很棒很棒很棒的朋友。
常常还为朋友的感情事烦恼......‘叶子的离去,是风的追求,还是树的不挽留’
她呢?还是有一点陌生。有一种刘若英的‘听说’里头所讲的感觉和情节......
我给你burn的那片cd,还有在么?

那一天,全班稀里哗啦!
怀念啊!
准备教师节、大家做三文治、备考、langkawi、genting、lanjut、pangkor......

十九岁,
大家都有了新环境
夜归人,mamak、吃冰......
不能抛弃那承载着满满的感动的过去......
生日那天,又是满满的感动。
谢谢诚楷妈大方的借地方给我们

二十岁......
二十一岁......

我都很感动......
生命需要感动......

我不知不觉地走到来二十一岁了......
一路来,都很感动!
真的感动!
谢谢那些曾经给我带来过感动的人!

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Friday 2 March 2007

活在当下!-- carpe diem!!

今天我二十一岁又两天,感觉终于比较醒过来了。
today, i am twenty-one-year-and-two-day old. feeling better today.

首先,先谢谢大家的关照,谢谢所有电话、信息的祝福,还有为我大大庆祝一番的朋友们!我很开心、很感动。
firstly, thanks for the 'caringness' of my friends. thanks for the the wishes from phone, sms and those who put a lot of effort and time to celebrate it for me. i appreciate it a lot!

为什么说我自己比较醒过来了呢?嗯,以为,大概两个月都浑浑噩噩的!
why do i say i feel better today? erm......simply because i was quite blue for the past 2 months without any reason.

今天,仿佛比较好了一些。有一个人跟我讲了依据拉丁语'carpe diem',那个人告诉我说,他的意思是'live the moment'。我从维基百科找到他的翻译是'seize the day'(这让我想起在高中时起看到的一部有罗比威廉斯的感动电影'dead poet's society')。翻译得很相似。对,就是活在当下。
there is a guy telling me a latin phrase 'carpe diem'. he told me, it means 'live the moment'. what i found in the wikipedia for its transilation is 'seize the day'.(it recalled me about a touching movie starring on Robbie Williams (it is not a comedy) 'dead poet's society' which i watched during school time, strongly recommended!)

二十一岁了,青春会来得很快,也会去得很快!所以我要珍惜青春。有很多东西在青春的时候才能做,有很多东西只有在年轻的时候才有那种干劲去做、有勇气去做,因为年少无知嘛!
time is flying. we are growing older and older, we must not let our youth being blank! youth, an important period for everyone, the period that we have the courage to make many things happen. once it goes away, it won't be back!

今天,听到一个朋友,决定退出我们一直以来都很憧憬的欧洲夏日背包之旅。我听到的时候,样子挺若无其事,但是却愣了一下。老实说,这在很大的程度上打击了我去旅行的士气,甚至想过不要去,毕竟他时常是我们去旅行的核心人物)。
today, a friend told me she wants to withdraw from our plan -summer backpacking in the continental europe. i acted like nothing, in fact i was stupefied. frankly, at that moment, it discourages me from continuing the planing of the trip, i even think of cancelling it. it is because she always play a very important role in our trip.

他说是有原因的,一个连他自己都不知道的原因。我想她是知道的,只是他不想说(因为她是那种很抗拒被帮助的人,所以他才不说,我想大概是这个原因)。朋友,有时候的关心是问,有时候的关心是不问。所以我选择了不问。所以,我会只是当作,他太想念马来西亚的豆腐了,所以才迫不及待的回马来西亚去!一定是这样了,哈哈哈!
she said there is a reason of this decision, but it is a reason that even she also does not really know. i think actually she knows it. just, she does not feel like telling. it is because she is always quite reluctant to be helped. so, she chooses not to tell. i am not sure, but i think i should be. friend, sometimes asking shows 'caringness', but sometimes, 'not asking' is another kind of 'caringness'. thus, i decided not to ask. i will just think in the way that you can't wait too long for the taufu. it must be the reason, hahaha!

最后我决定,无论如何,无论用什么方式,多辛苦都好,我都会去的。毕竟,二十一岁也就只有一次,敢这样浪迹天涯,大概也就只有这个年龄才敢吧!机会,溜走了,他不会再对我留恋,只会跟我说拜拜,永远不会再见!所以,欧洲,等我,我会来的!
anyway, finally, i decided, no matter what happens or how difficult will it be, europe must wait for me. the age of 21 only last for 365 days. travelling like a drifter, i think the age of 21 is a good age to do so. once the chance goes away, it won't come back.

嗯,活在当下,就像古巨基的歌一样,‘爱得太迟’。这首歌里头是有特别含义和映照着一个人的故事的。#有一个人在母亲当天,买了一份母亲节礼物,上班后就赶回家,连衣服都还没换就送给了妈妈。他的妈妈还笑他心迹,说洗了澡才拆。结果他等阿等,妈妈在里头很久都还没有出来。他妈妈在浴室里头中风了,送到医院还是太迟了。他从医院回到家,看到桌上还没拆的礼物,肝肠寸断。#对,很多事情,并不需要等什么特别的季节,不需要什么特别的气氛,不需要特别的时候。等,不要等。现在能做,就去做!
erm.......seize the day. just like the leo koo's song 'too late to love' or 'oi de tai qi'. this is a meaningful song. it tells a story of a man. # on mother's day, a guy bought his mum a present. after working, he went back. after entering the house, he passed the present to his mum. his mum laughed at his impatience. his mum said that she will unwrapp it after taking bath. however, the mum was in the bathroom for very long. due to stroke, she was sent to the hospital. however, she passed away at last. when this guy went back to his house from the hospital, staring at the unwrapped present, he cried very very very sadly.#friend, don't wait. many things, we do not need to wait for special ocassion! just do it! don't wait!

今天不知明天事,seize the day!给爸爸妈妈、亲人、情人、朋友大大声地说爱!当然,不只是说爱,好好地过每一天。
tomorrow or future is unpredictable. seize the day. treasure eveyday you have. tell your parents, relatives, lover, friends that you love them. don't wait, the chance is not always there. tell them when they are still breathing!