again, i have my face smashed for my birthday (in fact, my face get smashed roughly 150 minutes before my birthday). anyway, millions thanks to my friends.
i like the cakes, cards, condoms, candles, lemon pie and bag!!! obviously, i am not surprised, but i am touched and happy. as what my brother told me, i am always surrounded by many 'angels', and you are the angels, yes, you, the one reading my blog now!
i do not want to mention the names, because not only those who celebrate with me i want to thank to, but also those friends in malaysia. i appreciate every effort and wishes from everyone!
finally, sorry to pekwee for opening your fridge without your permission.
Tuesday 27 February 2007
Saturday 24 February 2007
沉默的声音--the sound of silence
这是一个西班牙人介绍给我听得歌，真得很好听。如果你问我有多好听，我会说，真的好听。
this is song that a spanish friend recommended to me. it is very nice. if you ask me how nice is it, i will answer you, it is really nice!
嗯，他的歌词，很有意思，但是，我仿佛却看不懂那是什么意思，但是，隐隐约约却感受到那些意思......
erm, it has very meaningful lyrics. in fact, i don't really understand it's meaning. but, i can feel it.
沉默的声音......很有意思的歌名。就像是只有自己听得见的声音。
the sound of silence......very meaningful title. it's like, a sound that can only be heard by myself.
Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
,And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.
Fools said i, you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.
this is song that a spanish friend recommended to me. it is very nice. if you ask me how nice is it, i will answer you, it is really nice!
嗯，他的歌词，很有意思，但是，我仿佛却看不懂那是什么意思，但是，隐隐约约却感受到那些意思......
erm, it has very meaningful lyrics. in fact, i don't really understand it's meaning. but, i can feel it.
沉默的声音......很有意思的歌名。就像是只有自己听得见的声音。
the sound of silence......very meaningful title. it's like, a sound that can only be heard by myself.
Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
,And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.
Fools said i, you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.
Tuesday 20 February 2007
为什么美好的东西总是那么短暂的?--why can't every nice thing be eternal?
虽然今天是年初三，但是心情并没有很好，不是说不好，只不过我那莫名奇妙的情绪又莫名其妙地发作了。因为我是双鱼座的。我很爱把我一切一切的不好都赖到我的星座上去。我在胡思乱想。
today is the 3rd day of chinese new year, but i do not have a good mood, not really too bad, but i think now i can't use any word to describe my feeling, it is just weird, and weird is te best word to describe me. and, i like to blame all my 'weirdness' to the fact that i am a pisces.
嗯，我太复杂了。
i just have too complicated feeling.
有人问我，为什么叫'一次 现在 永恒'？
there are somebody asking me, 'why you title it to be ONCE NOW ETERNITY'?
世界上有一句话很出名，‘不但求天长地久，只希望曾经拥有’。是这样的么？我不能，有很多东西，我都希望，能够厮守（这个词也许只适合用于爱情的长相厮守，但对于我，只要我爱的东西，我就爱不释手）一辈子的。这是种任性么？
there is a famous proverb in mandarin 'not necessary to be forever, as long as it does happen' (i think it is not a good transilation, but i think it gives the rough idea'). is it true? i doubt so. there are a lot of things, my hands just can't let them go easily. am i childish?
所以我很爱拍照，没有办法拥有一辈子的东西，就用相片永远留着。这就是‘一次 现在 永恒’。发生的美好、悲伤, 不需要很多次，只需要一次，就足以让你我变成现在的你我，渐渐在记忆中下了烙印，成了永恒。
therefore, i like photography. the things that i can't keep forever, i just snap it. every moment, every tear, every laughter, not necessarily happens many times, once is enough to make me ad you feel touched. that's why we re who we are now. gradually, the laughter and tear will never fade, becomes eternal. i think, this is the 'once now eternity'.
没有办法利用金钱拥有的东西，就牢牢的锁在脑子里。我哥的女朋友，有时看到很美但买不起的东西，就会牢牢地盯着那样东西，她说至少那美美的东西已经牢牢地锁在她的记忆里头。
the things that we can't use money to own it, i will try to lock it into my memory. as what my brother's girlfriend normally does, when she sees something beautiful with unaffordable price, she will just stare at the thing and try to lock it into her memory.
记得从马德里回来，有一种窒息的感觉，因为很思念那里。不是因为在那里三天就发生了感情，而是因为，直觉上，仿佛这一辈子都不再可能再回到去那个地方了，所以，觉得有一点悲哀。所以在旅途里头，我拍了很多很多照片，不只是用相机拍的，还有我的眼睛。
last christmas, when i just came back from madrid, i feel very very very upset. it is not because i love that place too much. just that, maybe, i won't have the chance to go to madrid again, so, i feel lightly upset. so, in the trip, i snap a lot, not only using my camera, but also my eyes.
所以，我没有很喜欢烟火。真的是太短暂了。那种瞬间消失的绚丽，真得很耀眼，但是随即的消失，会让我很沮丧。对，就是沮丧这个字眼，我现在的心情就是很沮丧。
that's why i don't like fireworks. that moment is just too short. it is really beautiful, very very beautiful, but it just disappear too fast.
哪一天，我也会很害怕离开诺丁汉这个地方，因为，不懂还有没有机会再来到这个地方，就算有，也不懂会是什么时候的事了。但是不用担心，我也很想念我的家乡，我很爱我的家乡，我一定会回去的。只是，马来西亚和诺丁汉足足相离了13000公里远。
one day, maybe i will feel upset leaving nottingham because i don't know if there is chance to travel here again in the future. even there is, it might be decades later. but, my family and friends, don't worry, i will definitely be back, i miss malaysia, i love the place where i was born. just that, nottingham and malaysia is 13000km apart.
只觉得自己在跟自己讲话，没有人能够感受我在感受的，正因为那样，所以我才会是我。大概就是这样吧！
i just feel like i am talking to myself. no one will know what my feeling is, that's why i am who i am and you are who you are now.
朋友，好好保护自己的眼睛，因为，眼睛，是用来感受感动和美丽的事物的。
friends, take care of your eyes. these enable you to feel every touching and beautiful moment.
today is the 3rd day of chinese new year, but i do not have a good mood, not really too bad, but i think now i can't use any word to describe my feeling, it is just weird, and weird is te best word to describe me. and, i like to blame all my 'weirdness' to the fact that i am a pisces.
嗯，我太复杂了。
i just have too complicated feeling.
有人问我，为什么叫'一次 现在 永恒'？
there are somebody asking me, 'why you title it to be ONCE NOW ETERNITY'?
世界上有一句话很出名，‘不但求天长地久，只希望曾经拥有’。是这样的么？我不能，有很多东西，我都希望，能够厮守（这个词也许只适合用于爱情的长相厮守，但对于我，只要我爱的东西，我就爱不释手）一辈子的。这是种任性么？
there is a famous proverb in mandarin 'not necessary to be forever, as long as it does happen' (i think it is not a good transilation, but i think it gives the rough idea'). is it true? i doubt so. there are a lot of things, my hands just can't let them go easily. am i childish?
所以我很爱拍照，没有办法拥有一辈子的东西，就用相片永远留着。这就是‘一次 现在 永恒’。发生的美好、悲伤, 不需要很多次，只需要一次，就足以让你我变成现在的你我，渐渐在记忆中下了烙印，成了永恒。
therefore, i like photography. the things that i can't keep forever, i just snap it. every moment, every tear, every laughter, not necessarily happens many times, once is enough to make me ad you feel touched. that's why we re who we are now. gradually, the laughter and tear will never fade, becomes eternal. i think, this is the 'once now eternity'.
没有办法利用金钱拥有的东西，就牢牢的锁在脑子里。我哥的女朋友，有时看到很美但买不起的东西，就会牢牢地盯着那样东西，她说至少那美美的东西已经牢牢地锁在她的记忆里头。
the things that we can't use money to own it, i will try to lock it into my memory. as what my brother's girlfriend normally does, when she sees something beautiful with unaffordable price, she will just stare at the thing and try to lock it into her memory.
记得从马德里回来，有一种窒息的感觉，因为很思念那里。不是因为在那里三天就发生了感情，而是因为，直觉上，仿佛这一辈子都不再可能再回到去那个地方了，所以，觉得有一点悲哀。所以在旅途里头，我拍了很多很多照片，不只是用相机拍的，还有我的眼睛。
last christmas, when i just came back from madrid, i feel very very very upset. it is not because i love that place too much. just that, maybe, i won't have the chance to go to madrid again, so, i feel lightly upset. so, in the trip, i snap a lot, not only using my camera, but also my eyes.
所以，我没有很喜欢烟火。真的是太短暂了。那种瞬间消失的绚丽，真得很耀眼，但是随即的消失，会让我很沮丧。对，就是沮丧这个字眼，我现在的心情就是很沮丧。
that's why i don't like fireworks. that moment is just too short. it is really beautiful, very very beautiful, but it just disappear too fast.
哪一天，我也会很害怕离开诺丁汉这个地方，因为，不懂还有没有机会再来到这个地方，就算有，也不懂会是什么时候的事了。但是不用担心，我也很想念我的家乡，我很爱我的家乡，我一定会回去的。只是，马来西亚和诺丁汉足足相离了13000公里远。
one day, maybe i will feel upset leaving nottingham because i don't know if there is chance to travel here again in the future. even there is, it might be decades later. but, my family and friends, don't worry, i will definitely be back, i miss malaysia, i love the place where i was born. just that, nottingham and malaysia is 13000km apart.
只觉得自己在跟自己讲话，没有人能够感受我在感受的，正因为那样，所以我才会是我。大概就是这样吧！
i just feel like i am talking to myself. no one will know what my feeling is, that's why i am who i am and you are who you are now.
朋友，好好保护自己的眼睛，因为，眼睛，是用来感受感动和美丽的事物的。
friends, take care of your eyes. these enable you to feel every touching and beautiful moment.
Monday 5 February 2007
过期 expire
今天，看了前二十分钟的《重庆森林》，听到了金城武的一句对白，让我反复思量。
Today, I watched the beginning section of an old movie called 'ChungKing Express'. In the movie, there was a monolog by Takeshi Kaneshiro planted in my mind.
不知道什么时候，人为任何事物都给予了一个‘有效期’或‘此日期前最佳’的标签。罐头、避孕套、药物......任何用品、就连保鲜膜都有一个限期。
We almost forget, when we started to label everything with 'effective before', 'best before' or 'expiry date'. Canned food, condom, medicine......everything, even kitchen foil.
似乎，连情感这一回事，也因此而不能永垂不朽了。是么？
Does it mean even love, or any relationship is never eternal?
这是喜新厌旧么？
Is it because of we like new things instead of the old one?
我想是吧！
I think so!
Sorry, I know how poor my english is．
Today, I watched the beginning section of an old movie called 'ChungKing Express'. In the movie, there was a monolog by Takeshi Kaneshiro planted in my mind.
不知道什么时候，人为任何事物都给予了一个‘有效期’或‘此日期前最佳’的标签。罐头、避孕套、药物......任何用品、就连保鲜膜都有一个限期。
We almost forget, when we started to label everything with 'effective before', 'best before' or 'expiry date'. Canned food, condom, medicine......everything, even kitchen foil.
似乎，连情感这一回事，也因此而不能永垂不朽了。是么？
Does it mean even love, or any relationship is never eternal?
这是喜新厌旧么？
Is it because of we like new things instead of the old one?
我想是吧！
I think so!
Sorry, I know how poor my english is．
Sunday 4 February 2007
茫然的肥鹜
理想...什么是理想？
我不是很清楚。
理想是一种寄托么？
理想与现实的距离有多大呢？
记得，在‘地久天长’的这一套电影中，有血友病的男主角有‘子鹜’的这一个笔名。为什么叫子鹜？鹜是一种鸟，一种飞不高、飞不远的鸟，但总是仰望着天空，希望能飞得远远的。
这样讲的话，我就觉得自己是一只肥鹜。总爱仰望着天空，但是却没有力量去承载自己的重量，别说飞上天，就连飞到半途跌下来的机会都没有！突然间，觉得这样形容自己还挺可悲、挺好笑的。
嗯，什么是梦想？人真的会因梦想而伟大、而活得有意义么？但是，没有梦想的人就没有意义了么？很矛盾？
这个世界仿佛是一个绝望的世界。真的很想heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me......让人看不到未来的世界。
一个看不到未来的世界，我还可以那么乐观地去谈未来，谈理想么？生活，总是让人感受到那么的渺茫......
我想，我需要时间去想通想通。
我不是很清楚。
理想是一种寄托么？
理想与现实的距离有多大呢？
记得，在‘地久天长’的这一套电影中，有血友病的男主角有‘子鹜’的这一个笔名。为什么叫子鹜？鹜是一种鸟，一种飞不高、飞不远的鸟，但总是仰望着天空，希望能飞得远远的。
这样讲的话，我就觉得自己是一只肥鹜。总爱仰望着天空，但是却没有力量去承载自己的重量，别说飞上天，就连飞到半途跌下来的机会都没有！突然间，觉得这样形容自己还挺可悲、挺好笑的。
嗯，什么是梦想？人真的会因梦想而伟大、而活得有意义么？但是，没有梦想的人就没有意义了么？很矛盾？
这个世界仿佛是一个绝望的世界。真的很想heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me......让人看不到未来的世界。
一个看不到未来的世界，我还可以那么乐观地去谈未来，谈理想么？生活，总是让人感受到那么的渺茫......
我想，我需要时间去想通想通。
Saturday 3 February 2007
永垂不朽
以前，我总爱在一个朋友的手心上，写上‘永垂不朽’这四个字。
我很爱两首歌：
王菲的红豆
还没好好的感受 雪花绽放的气候 我们一起颤抖 会更明白 什么是温柔
还没跟你牵著手 走过荒芜的沙丘 可能从此以后 学会珍惜 天长和地久
有时候 有时候 我会相信一切有尽头 相聚离开 都有时候 没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手 等到风景都看透 也许你会陪我看细水长流
还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口 然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受 醒著亲吻的温柔 可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由
席琳狄翁德IMMORTALITY
So this is who I am, And this is all I know, And I must choose to live, For all that I can give,
The spark that makes the power grow
And I will stand for my dream if I can, Symbol of my faith in who I am, But you are my only,
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead, And I won't let my heart control my head,
But you are my only
And we don't say goodbye, And I know what I've got to be
Immortality，
I make my journey through eternity，I keep the memory of you and me inside
Fulfill your destiny, Is there within the child,
My storm will never end, My fate is on the wind, The king of hearts, the joker's wild,
But we don't say goodbye, I'll make them all remember me
Cos I have found a dream that must come true, Every ounce of me must see it though,
But you are my only
I'm sorry I don't have a role for love to play, Hand over my heart I'll find my way,
I will make them give to me
Immortality，
There is a vision and a fire in me，I keep the memory of you and me, inside
And we don't say goodbye， We don't say goodbye
With all my love for you，And what else we may do， We don't say, goodbye
听这些歌大概就是酸酸的。
逞强的倔强。有时候，我真的都知道，没有什么是永垂不朽的。但是，有时人就是会有飞蛾扑火的倔强，就是选择了留恋不放手。很傻吧，反正这就是一种无谓的坚持，还坚持些什么，只剩下两颗冰冻的眼泪。
但是，也许就是因为这种坚持吧，让只发生了一次的深刻，缠绕在每一天每一秒的现在，在灵魂中成了永恒。这就是：一次 现在 永恒 once now eternity
永垂不朽，什么东西又能这样呢？
坚持好么？还是只会沦为无谓的挣扎？我不知道。
曾经感动过的人，总会在夜阑人静时，默默地享受孤独的眼泪。你试过么？
大概会有人说，生命不在长短，而在意义。但是，老实说，我并不会欣赏烟花，因为，那只是一刹那光辉！当然，深刻的话，就会被锁进灵魂里，变成永恒！短暂的璀璨，换来的只会是过后的唏嘘，不是么？
我很爱两首歌：
王菲的红豆
还没好好的感受 雪花绽放的气候 我们一起颤抖 会更明白 什么是温柔
还没跟你牵著手 走过荒芜的沙丘 可能从此以后 学会珍惜 天长和地久
有时候 有时候 我会相信一切有尽头 相聚离开 都有时候 没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手 等到风景都看透 也许你会陪我看细水长流
还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口 然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受 醒著亲吻的温柔 可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由
席琳狄翁德IMMORTALITY
So this is who I am, And this is all I know, And I must choose to live, For all that I can give,
The spark that makes the power grow
And I will stand for my dream if I can, Symbol of my faith in who I am, But you are my only,
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead, And I won't let my heart control my head,
But you are my only
And we don't say goodbye, And I know what I've got to be
Immortality，
I make my journey through eternity，I keep the memory of you and me inside
Fulfill your destiny, Is there within the child,
My storm will never end, My fate is on the wind, The king of hearts, the joker's wild,
But we don't say goodbye, I'll make them all remember me
Cos I have found a dream that must come true, Every ounce of me must see it though,
But you are my only
I'm sorry I don't have a role for love to play, Hand over my heart I'll find my way,
I will make them give to me
Immortality，
There is a vision and a fire in me，I keep the memory of you and me, inside
And we don't say goodbye， We don't say goodbye
With all my love for you，And what else we may do， We don't say, goodbye
听这些歌大概就是酸酸的。
逞强的倔强。有时候，我真的都知道，没有什么是永垂不朽的。但是，有时人就是会有飞蛾扑火的倔强，就是选择了留恋不放手。很傻吧，反正这就是一种无谓的坚持，还坚持些什么，只剩下两颗冰冻的眼泪。
但是，也许就是因为这种坚持吧，让只发生了一次的深刻，缠绕在每一天每一秒的现在，在灵魂中成了永恒。这就是：一次 现在 永恒 once now eternity
永垂不朽，什么东西又能这样呢？
坚持好么？还是只会沦为无谓的挣扎？我不知道。
曾经感动过的人，总会在夜阑人静时，默默地享受孤独的眼泪。你试过么？
大概会有人说，生命不在长短，而在意义。但是，老实说，我并不会欣赏烟花，因为，那只是一刹那光辉！当然，深刻的话，就会被锁进灵魂里，变成永恒！短暂的璀璨，换来的只会是过后的唏嘘，不是么？
Friday 2 February 2007
我~莫名其妙
内敛么？
抑郁么？
抑郁和内敛一样的么？
我不晓得！
我只知道，我是一个很保护自己的人！
我也知道，我是一个很缺乏自信的人！
我更知道，我是一个情绪很不安分的人！
不知道从什么时候开始，我开始喜欢用‘莫名其妙’来形容自己。没什么特别的原因，只因为这很贴切！
刚刚从一个朋友的部落格那里看到，关于‘时间’的东西。
突然想起爱因斯坦的相对论。
一个小时的快乐是短暂的，一分钟的痛苦是漫长的。
多么明白深刻。
什么是快乐，什么是悲哀？
谁可以告诉我？
抑郁么？
抑郁和内敛一样的么？
我不晓得！
我只知道，我是一个很保护自己的人！
我也知道，我是一个很缺乏自信的人！
我更知道，我是一个情绪很不安分的人！
不知道从什么时候开始，我开始喜欢用‘莫名其妙’来形容自己。没什么特别的原因，只因为这很贴切！
刚刚从一个朋友的部落格那里看到，关于‘时间’的东西。
突然想起爱因斯坦的相对论。
一个小时的快乐是短暂的，一分钟的痛苦是漫长的。
多么明白深刻。
什么是快乐，什么是悲哀？
谁可以告诉我？
蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
每一年的开始，总是让我蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
一个月过去了......
但是还是蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
一次 现在 永恒
once now eternity
大概是吧！我想......
时间:第四度空间
悄悄地来，悄悄地走。
飞~~~
时间的飞行速度到底有多快呢？要怎样才能超越它呢？时光机，要在多少世纪后才会出现呢？
对于时间的诠释，还是万方最棒，没有办法忘怀。
时间仍然继续在走。
站在这里 闭上眼睛
可以感觉 时间仍然继续在走 像一列无人驾驶的慢火车
16岁的我 曾经以为时间是用来带我们去未来的
26岁的我 曾经以为时间是用来让我忘记过去的
36岁的我 慢慢发现 时间只是时间而已
但因为世界上只有一个我 一个你
每个人只有一次初吻 只有一颗心
于是不想忘记的过去 在时间中变得越来越有重量 终成永恒
而想要拥有的未来 如果不是因为还有时间 又要怎么去相信 去期待
我们都是时间的旅人
为了爱过的一个人 听过的一首歌 再也回不来的那一刻
赋予了时间 永恒的定义
催眠我 在时间的旅程之中
证明过去每一刻的我自己 都像这一刻的自己一般
认真活过
是这样的么？我想是吧！
心情还是蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
大概会没有多少人知道我在写什么，那很正常，因为我也不懂自己在写什么。
不懂自己在写什么，是因为不懂自己在想什么。
因为，自十六岁那一年开始，每一年的开始，心情总是会蓝蓝的。
曾经，要自己捉紧时间，要自己努力的生活。但是，仿佛一切都......我不知该什么说,只觉得很多坚持都早已消失得无影无踪。
希望终有一天，我会找到自己的位置的。
一个月过去了......
但是还是蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
一次 现在 永恒
once now eternity
大概是吧！我想......
时间:第四度空间
悄悄地来，悄悄地走。
飞~~~
时间的飞行速度到底有多快呢？要怎样才能超越它呢？时光机，要在多少世纪后才会出现呢？
对于时间的诠释，还是万方最棒，没有办法忘怀。
时间仍然继续在走。
站在这里 闭上眼睛
可以感觉 时间仍然继续在走 像一列无人驾驶的慢火车
16岁的我 曾经以为时间是用来带我们去未来的
26岁的我 曾经以为时间是用来让我忘记过去的
36岁的我 慢慢发现 时间只是时间而已
但因为世界上只有一个我 一个你
每个人只有一次初吻 只有一颗心
于是不想忘记的过去 在时间中变得越来越有重量 终成永恒
而想要拥有的未来 如果不是因为还有时间 又要怎么去相信 去期待
我们都是时间的旅人
为了爱过的一个人 听过的一首歌 再也回不来的那一刻
赋予了时间 永恒的定义
催眠我 在时间的旅程之中
证明过去每一刻的我自己 都像这一刻的自己一般
认真活过
是这样的么？我想是吧！
心情还是蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...蓝蓝的...
大概会没有多少人知道我在写什么，那很正常，因为我也不懂自己在写什么。
不懂自己在写什么，是因为不懂自己在想什么。
因为，自十六岁那一年开始，每一年的开始，心情总是会蓝蓝的。
曾经，要自己捉紧时间，要自己努力的生活。但是，仿佛一切都......我不知该什么说,只觉得很多坚持都早已消失得无影无踪。
希望终有一天，我会找到自己的位置的。
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